i honestly cannot understand what i’ve done to deserve such a horrible week. everything is falling apart and my emotions are all over the place. happy; tears. sad; tears. frustrated; tears. sick; tears. stressed; tears. anxious; tears. i could sleep all day, yet as soon as it’s bedtime, my mind starts running, back to back marathons, A L L – freaking – N I G H T.
and i guess it makes me realise, i’m ready. i’m ready for exchange, i’m ready for living alone. i’m ready for the challenge. i’m ready for Japan. but most of all, i’m ready to go home.
Ready to go home to somewhere where i feel at ease. bliss. i truly believe that Japan is where i belong.
13 days and counting..